I could not believe that after almost 2 years, Jan is here again, sleeping beside me. He wrote this last night:
rony,
pretending nothing happened, succumbing to an innermost desire of reliving the past... of trying to close the hiatus that has been left by a non-successful relationship, i chose to be with you. i am with you for reasons unclear to me, reasons i cannot understand up to this very minute. what is important though, is that i want you to know that i feel happy... happy to have you back. thanks.
Well, I guess I am happy too, Jan.